I lied…
2008-01-14
It's been a year since the day I lied to someone closes to my heart. I'd really wanted to tell that someone the truth but my friends told me better not confess it coz it doesn't make any sense anyway.. Let it be the way it is right now since no one cares anyway..
I can say that the lie that I've been said was the stupid lie I've said. Nobody got affected into this lie, even that person who is directly involved into this, neither gets affected. That person doesn't do anything as if nothing's happened.
Nwei, like my friends told me, it doesn't make any reason to reveal it. Doesn't change the situation either. So, just let it be..
But for the people who really knew me, you know how hard it is for me to keep this secret within me. You knew that I'm not well at lies coz you can easily see it into my eyes, actions, words, and you knew that my conscience used to find me. I believe that the worst enemy that you have is your conscience that's why it's hard for me to lie to someone. So I guess you understand how I feel.
And at the end of this entry, I know God allowed me to let those things happens for a purpose if there's any heavy consequence, I know, it'll come and God will let me to face it and undergo with it.
For every wrong doings we've done, there are a certain consequences we have to face and for every sacrifice we have, for sure, there'll be a light in the end.

