One year had been passed since the last time we've talked..
We ended up smoothly and we're still friends no matter what our past is..

But out of the silence..  
We were ended up the way that I could never think of.
More pain than before..
Full of hurt and full of ache..

I've been disturbed from my silence..
But what can I do?
I can't do anything into this matter..
But only to wait the day that I totally forget you again..

I've come to an end where my life gets affected.
I've face the trials where I know I have been failed.
End, where my patience was tested.
Failed because I burst out my temper.

I'm carrying this baggage for how many weeks.
Baggage that I consider my burden from this past few weeks.
I tried to let it go like a rain, and let the sunshine comes my way.
Thought it was that easy to let these things just fade away..

But things happened for a reason..
Things were there with a purpose..
And though I failed from HIS trial,
I do still thank HIM for putting me unto it.

As time passes by, I came to realize "why" I have to come to my end..
"Why" I reacted that way..
"Why" I have failed..
And "why" GOD put me on that trial..

HE made me "more" better person than before..
HE gave me more patience than what I have..
More understanding and more controlled..
Free from anger and free from lies..

Without that trial,
Without that test,
Without those people,
I am NOT what I am right NOW..

Bad things happened,
Good things comes..
Things were settled..
And nothing to worry about..